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Well it’s 12:19

And I can’t sleep at all, I’m laying down listening to some pandora. Constantly thinking about this girl Hannah, that I truly love. No one seems to really understand how I feel about this girl. It really surprises me everyday how constant I think about her. I really wish she could see what’s truly in my heart. I wish there was a way where you can just look into someone’s heart and see every good intention that your heart has, therefore she could put all her trust in me. I know what I’m feeling is the realist thing I’ve ever felt, because I have never once questioned myself about how I felt about this girl. I never doubted myself about how I felt, and I tend to doubt alot of things, but this I never did. That’s what really surprised me. I’ve never actually had a person ever impacted my life so greatly. I was just so used to people coming in & out of my life, which really made everything so meaningless. But this girl, Hannah, has proved me wrong about everything I thought. She makes everything so meaningful, even the simplest things become so meaningful to me. Everything she does means the whole world to me. From the very first time I’ve met her till now, I’ve built up such great strength to just keep this wonderful phenomenal girl in my life. I’m going to do whatever it takes to keep her in my life& in my heart. The situation were in is a bit difficult right now but I just know that it is meant to be. Meeting her was never chance, it was all meant to be. I believe that she came into my life, to do something I’ve never done before which is love this girl as I have never loved anyone else before. I believe that this is a challenge to prove to myself that not everybody is going to come & go into your life. I know that Hannah is meant to stay in my life for a very long time, and I’ll do whatever it takes, everyday that determination just grows more & more. I don’t know what the future holds but I do believe that what you do in the present is going to affect the future greatly. The outcome of the present is going to be the outcome of the future too. I’ve done things I’ve never done in my life for this one & only girl. I really do love her. I know I do. Anyone that tells me that I don’t know what I’m talking about or I don’t know what love is, is ignorant because everyone is different and feels different. No one really truly knows how you feel except yourself. But I do know that I’m going to show Hannah how I feel truly & exactly. Well, I guess I’m going to try and get some sleep now. I’m crazy for this girl. I’ll do anything and everything for this girl. She’s the absolute definition of perfect. There’s nothing else like her. No one understands and I’m glad no one does. I’m thankful God brought me her into my life. She’s an angel without wings, she’s everything. I love you Hannah.